here it is 2pm and i have (unwittingly) succeeded in wasting the whole day AGAIN.I need a new hobby. something to take up my time when mikaels at school so i dont feel so useless. its like right now at this point, my whole reason for existance is to serve my little monster. i need something else so i dont feel like such a worthless member of society.
my sister suggested me taking on charity work for uniting care wesley like shes doing at the moment, which sounds ok, i guess ill feel usefull at least. i think i have a slight fear of meeting new people, if you had said this to me a year ago i would have laughed so hard, i think i must be getting old, maybe confidence diminishes with age. god help me by the time im 40 if this is the case!
If only i could find something where im needed between the hours of 9:30am and 2:30pm and whatever it is it doesnt require sitting in the same position for 5 hours a day because that would be perfect for me!
oh well, ill keep my options and my eyes open, hopefully ill find something.
my sister suggested me taking on charity work for uniting care wesley like shes doing at the moment, which sounds ok, i guess ill feel usefull at least. i think i have a slight fear of meeting new people, if you had said this to me a year ago i would have laughed so hard, i think i must be getting old, maybe confidence diminishes with age. god help me by the time im 40 if this is the case!
If only i could find something where im needed between the hours of 9:30am and 2:30pm and whatever it is it doesnt require sitting in the same position for 5 hours a day because that would be perfect for me!
oh well, ill keep my options and my eyes open, hopefully ill find something.
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