waste of space?

here it is 2pm and i have (unwittingly) succeeded in wasting the whole day AGAIN.

I need a new hobby. something to take up my time when mikaels at school so i dont feel so useless. its like right now at this point, my whole reason for existance is to serve my little monster. i need something else so i dont feel like such a worthless member of society.
my sister suggested me taking on charity work for uniting care wesley like shes doing at the moment, which sounds ok, i guess ill feel usefull at least. i think i have a slight fear of meeting new people, if you had said this to me a year ago i would have laughed so hard, i think i must be getting old, maybe confidence diminishes with age. god help me by the time im 40 if this is the case!
If only i could find something where im needed between the hours of 9:30am and 2:30pm and whatever it is it doesnt require sitting in the same position for 5 hours a day because that would be perfect for me!
oh well, ill keep my options and my eyes open, hopefully ill find something.

Lets Dance

Life's not fair
you're unattainable
unreachable
unavailable

My head hurts
when you look at me
Do you see it?
in my eyes

But i go on pretending
i'm unattainable
unreachable
unavailable

Jeepers Creepers 2

I had the privilege (debateable lmao) of watching the movie jeepers creepers 2 last night on t.v
Im not sure if it was the fact i'd had a few drinks, or the fact that it was after midnight and i was sleep deprived, but i found the whole movie surprisingly amusing,
actually, strike amusing, really goddamn funny :)

I'm not sure if Francis Ford Coppola intended jeepers creepers to be a comedy, but i sure got a few decent laughs out of it, as did my mate who watched it with me.
The plot revolved around a school bus full of high school kids taking on some kind of bat demon after getting stranded on a country road, but who really end up getting taken out one by one to be used as some kind of body part recyclers scam (there were survivors, unfortunately)

All in all, dont bother renting it (or use up your bandwith allowance downloading it)
but if it comes on at 1 in the morning and youre enebriated in some way, maybe watch it,
you might get a laugh.
2 stars